Friday, November 6, 2015

a necessary contusion

 


A Necessary Contusion



I am not sure what even brings the subject up, but I do know that a few days ago this phrase, ‘……a necessary contusion….”  Came to me.  Not sure how this aligns with other things going in my own life, or going on around me that are independent, but there it was, this particular phrasing and thoughts entering my mind, coming and going in no certain way. 



And here I am today, writing a blog and not sure what truly brings the subject up, but that is less important now, than keeping all of this on topic.  And being satisfied at the end, so I don’t repeat myself or this exercise in topical writing.  Even now, I am taking exception with the part of the title that has the word, ‘…necessary ….’  Just displayed and in prominent position to accept or contest.  Mostly I just write and accept the situation as one in the moment that I  will resolve. 


But even as this is generally true, I am vying with the opposition here just retreat and veer off topic.  Why is a bruising or a contusion necessary, and from what point of view would that be sufficient validation for such a phrasing and statement?  Of course,  I am not a doctor, nor have I spent four years in an accredited athletic training and sports medicine, but then again am not sure what others say, when I bring the subject up.  Have a feeling I am about to find out, and that satisfies me.  A Necessary Contusion.  My blog for today.

 

This will not be a report on contusions for a school project.  The title came to me, and now I am formatting my response.  Not concerned about a serious injury here, and won’t jump into the specifics of brain injury and brain contusions that also are part of something the NFL  ( national football league ) is dealing with.  Instead, I will clarify my intentions by saying, 

 “ A little bruising never hurt the peach or the apple I am holding.  I will eat it anyway.” 

 

As for actually saying and justifying the phrase, ‘…. A necessary contusion…” , I am not sure I can.  I can say, “We all will take some hits in life, and if physical there is the possibility for bruising.”   Is a bruise also a contusion.  Not sure?  Some say it is.  So we take some hits in life.  Is contusion necessary?  My simple response for myself is this.  It is a warning of something more serious to come, if we persist on being the Poster Child Tough Guy and strive for perfection in this manner.


Necessary in the sense that this is a warning.  Stop while you are ahead and have the ways and means to think about it, and take preventive measures.   Take a hit or two in life, but then acknowledge that boxing and football and robbing people by force comes with a certain risk.  Go beyond a reasonable point, and that’s when a friendly blog on the subject can be of no help.  The situation becomes serious. 


And perhaps the damage cannot be reversed.  With that in mind,  I think I have said enough.  Now I will turn the other cheek, and take what is coming.  Not sure if that is constructive or destructive, but am sure that the comment field will tell me what I need to know.  Is there any such thing as a necessary contusion?

 

Stopped for a moment and fixed myself something to eat.  Nourishment and refreshment.  Necessary to do, when the energy wanes.  Now I am back, and it occurs to me, this blog has been inspired by my subconscious.  Will share this, just because I do that.  Might have nothing to do with you and the life you are living.  Might be that you just do not agree, nor relate when I say.
“we all take hits in life.”

 

 And to say a necessary contusion or bruising is inevitable might mean I have taken the liberty to say too much.  Even so.  I like the part about all this being a warning seen in print.  Not sure I think printing warnings on labels or at the end of a blog serves a grand purpose.  Am aware that this is done.  Not aware if this is beneficial or purposeful.  Perhaps that is a blog subject for another day.

 

Subconscious and maybe in my sleep I was reflecting on the very fact of my own existence.  Come November 15th and for the next consecutive 3 weeks, I will be attending NFL football games, walking distance from where I live.  Walking to a violence event.  Will be in attendance.  Cheering the boys on. 


And yes, these people who do this for money, are professionals.  Violence is part of their game and mindset.  Having said that, it seems contusions and bruising to body and mind will be forthcoming.  Is it necessary?  Will leave that as it may be.  Think I have said enough. 

I am done.



And when I mentioned this to my doctor, he said.   “Get an MRI.”

And I wondered.  Is this a joke or serious. 
The things people say and do.


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