People
Are Watching
I
have some time on my hands, and am involved with leisure time activity. Recently I have added blogging more than once
a month to my to-do-list. Tomorrow is a
football day, and is already on the schedule.
Long day. 70,000 people in the
stadium to see their team play, and projecting that it will be fun watching
their performance. Fun Watching. Spectator and Sports. That has nothing to do with the blog as it is
titled, People are Watching, but then again maybe it does and I am just not
seeing it that way.
Now,
is Saturday and into evening. Have done
most of the things I intended to do today.
Now am winding down, and it occurred to me I could spend a few minutes
blogging. So this is the start of that
thought, being actualized.
People
are watching and I am not sure if I wanted to write about people watching
Netflix or our modern day equivalent of 1950’s TV. Lately I have told myself its all the same,
and is a form of Screen Watching.
Passive, except when the screen allows you to be interactive, and for
this reason there are many screens in the room with me. Modern and most people can relate. So many ways to be in the world, using modern
communication capabilities. People
Watching and it occurs to me this can occur, without a screen. So let me put that near the top of this blog. People Watching.
Need
a little help here to keep this topic interesting. On another screen I notice that en.wikipedia.org/wiki/People_watching gives
me a lead in to what we can entertain next.
Copied
from wikpedia:
People
watching or crowd watching
is the act of observing people and their interactions, usually without
their knowledge. It involves picking up on idiosyncrasies to try to guess at
another person's story. This includes speech in action, relationship
interactions, body language, expressions, clothing and activities.
Now
I have to focus and follow the path of the eye.
People are watching, and this is like making a statement. Already I have seen that people are watching
a lot of TV, and playing video games, and using their devices to accumulate a
lot of screen time activity. Add to
this, just going outside or even standing on your balcony or porch and doing what Wikipedia describes as people
watching or crowd watching. So two variations
or ways I could continue on with this blog.
Will sit here for a moment, stare
into the unknown, and ask myself: What
are people watching? And feel like I
already know. People Watching, and with
or without my knowing or with my permission or otherwise, they could be
watching me.
What
has started out as a perfectly appropriate conversation with myself, converted
into print and serving as a pathway to sharing, suddenly it occurs to me. This is making me uncomfortable. Not sure if I am naturally shy, or just now
brought the subject up that surveillance software and devices are embedded into
the screens that I watch, and are perhaps a vehicle for others to watch
me. Surveillance. People are watching. Now I am asking and might have to look into
all this further. Is people watching or
the reverse, people watching me harmless or perverted or so common now, that I
should dismiss it from my mind. Not sure
how I would answer this, so I will change the subject.
Didn’t
watch the Presidential Debates that took place in the United States and was broadcast
world-wide on those screens I was talking about. Didn’t Watch.
Looked Away. Wait more
truthful, I opted to watch through a
filter, as it was the next day and I was reading about The Debates and the
performance. Then via replay, there was
video of various portions of the debates that people were commenting
about. After-the-fact people are
watching, and in common language this is mentioned as Video Replay. And its as common as tea and crumpets to
begin my day.
With
surveillance and with replay and am now aware that the prospect of watching,
(people are watching ) is now prolonged.
Could replay in my mind the bad feelings that I have concerning all of
this. Or, as is the case often now, I don’t prefer to watch in live or real
time. Wait for others to direct my
attention to something worth seeing. And
of course, that ties in with the title
of this blog. People are Watching. And this helps me enjoy the present moment
where writing a blog was and is to be an enjoyable experience, at least for me.
I
am not sure how I can check how many people are watching the debates, or the
sports game that caught my interest earlier in the day, or finally how many
time are watching me, in real time and in repeat-replay style. Have washed my hands and satisfied
myself. Won’t prolong this. Official numbers and determining who is doing
the people watching, and who are the victims of the watch, are outside the
scope of this blog. But having brought
it up, I now know why I am reluctant to
carry a smart phone, with camera embedded around with me. Do not have a cell phone. Hoping to not take my wifi e-reader Kindle
with me when I go out, but find myself doing so, more and more. Like to read.
Have time on my hands. Leisure
time activity. Walking. Taking a break. Getting a signal and checking in on what interests
others. Checking the news.
Put
it out there. People are watching. Leisure time activity. People Watching. And now I am acutely aware why I will say no
more. Realize that when I am in public I
feel like people are watching me. Like I
can’t get enough, and I am important enough to be the center of attention. I think not.
Even in replay, I think that I blend in.
So why worry. Replay it in your
mind. Most people are not watching
you. But the surveillance cameras
are. And he decides that none of this
should be seen as a good or bad thing. Not
involved in a crime. Just being me. No reason to keep all this video that has me
in it. And so I am thinking, on a broad
scale, how do I hit the erase button, and make it all go away?
People
Watching and it happens all the time.
People are watching, and I have decided not to invest the energy nor the
time, to determine what they are watching.
Not part of the debate, and so the whole idea of the scope of this
silences me. Am now working on
an-invisibility-cloak that will allow me to hide or be in public or even in my
home, and not be seen. When I get that
done will write a blog about it. Until
then, just wait and see. What the vision
and the object have in common with you.
This was the last of you recent posts that I read because I don't have time for paranoia. But your meditation wasn't that.
ReplyDeleteI rarely get a feeling of being watched but on the other hand will walk miles to think I am alone. I could be watched and in that wild environment scan it carefully for an other. They are a threat probably to placated at worst. But I do watch others, esp. women, perhaps I'm looking to those for an interesting conversation.
I like that secret illustration. There's a lot in the idea of an inner secret, perhaps sharing something that can't be put into words.
ReplyDelete