THE HIGH ROAD
This is one of those
conversations we are not having, but should.
In America, and just a few weeks or less before the World Series
Baseball Game, will be played. Without
the New York Yankees, I feel as if something legendary is missing. The Older Generation is all but gone. I am next.
And came to the conclusion that I wanted to take the high road with you,
but then I saw the frown and the waving finger and a cautionary sign, as you
whispered in barely auditory verse, “Don’t Go There.”
The effect was
chilling. Froze me in my tracks. Now stalled, and wondering if I should
abandon The High Road Approach. Open
for discussion, my blog for this day, The High Road.
Wonder what lies ahead for
me. Word has it the high road is strewn
with stones and Stoners, and just taking this word stream in that direction, is
a buzz killer. And wanted to find out, what that is about, but not really. In my father’s day, every conversation took
the High Road, and did not contain vulgarity and swearing. No WTF and other insinuations that suggest,
more questions than answer.
Not saying that his
generation had all the answers, what with dropping the big one to end World War
II. How moral was that, but he said,
“Saved Lives.” And I believed him. Was involved. Risked his life. Back in
the day, it was known, integrity is telling the truth. And that is where I am today. Silent Majority. Silent and The Stone doesn’t say much. Blows smoke, but mostly in the rear view mirror it is observed. Faulty Valve. Something more to get fixed, but with gas the price of cotton
candy, around $6 a gallon. Ok that is
an exaggeration, but not by much. Has
me walking. All By Myself.
Choice and Freedom. Where Do You Want To Be. Name your destination. High Road. Direct route. Standing
Still. Saying very little. Stone Deaf.
And I wonder. What lies ahead
for me.
In the groove and trust the
journey. So to speak, I am not saying
too much. Has to do with backtracking
and justifying my presence and lots of situations where somebody is talking,
about the High Road and honesty and integrity.
And by the time I get it all sorted out, I realize. They are telling me what I want to hear. The Truth is, she said, “Don’t Go
There.” Is where we shake hands,
separate and go it alone.
No agreement and I like my
way. Stoner Heaven and The High
Road. Won’t know what to say until I
get there, spend some head-time, and then come down to share with you, the magnificent
view I had. Or didn’t. Eagle Scout eyes, slightly red. Somewhat disappointed, but not really. Found an alternative reality, doing okay so
far. Hypocrisy avoidance. Being brutally honest in the sense that this
is what its all about. The conversation
we are not having, but should.
On shaky moral ground, but
just waiting. Out in the other
Washington, where I find my walk and talk in high mountain tones, am taking
that road where silence prevails, and waiting to see, if elections and the vote
turns out to be, The High Road.
On the ballot, legalizing
marijuana. Setting people free. Giving them an Out of Jail Card in the
game. And I am thinking. Wait and See. And do what she does.
“Don’t Go There. On The High Road.”
And I wonder, what lies ahead for me, on this stoney path. The Path Not Taken.
Not yet. But do Vote.
In the groove and trust the
journey. So to speak.
The High Road.
And World Series Baseball,
without the
New York Yankees. How good is that?
And she said, “Don’t Go
There.”
And am lost. Damn Yankees.
Glad to find you again. Glad your work looks good on blogspot. I'm just back from a holiday so will need time to unpack and organise but glad we're still on the journey. The high road in the Scottish song was the gallows.
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