Nine Inches Deep
Every day and the day after reflects what I am. True only if there is a lasting record of The I - Am.
Gets me to thinking what is missing, is more than just one hour.
" May I have an hour of your time."
He said.
"Certainly Not."
Was the reply.
And now its up to me to come up with something to explain this, only because I have the space and one more picture to share with you.
Have decided the connection can be measured, but not by me.
Will leave it up to you. Missing You.
Missing an hour in just one day.
This is one of those days and weekend
periods, where I have burned up my options in watts and decibels, and not to
say that my world has become Dark Comedy, or dim and shadowed by the facts,
namely that this is when in America where I live, the clocks are turned back by
only one hour, and its just something we learn to live with, light and depth
and how deep does it go to throw off the circadian rhythm of the body and of
the individual and of the planet, and then the universal net results of
man-made conventions and devices?
Not something I have devoted a
lifetime of study to, so mere mentioning of The Turn Back or The Turn Off at
the side of the road, and beyond that the ditch and the pitch, and this maybe
is all I hope to accomplish today.
Choose my words carefully. Keep a
narrow focus and try to not step on anybody’s feet or feelings or
sensibilities. But even then, it is just
not my style to think of what I am doing and how I am impacting others. Jump up on the caster wheeled chair and hope
to gain enough stability to reach up and out and tinker with the clock.
Not wanting to reinvent the time
piece and might be revealing skeletons in my closet, namely that I still have
clocks in my residence and they are not digital and self-correcting. Modern
and it might not matter much any more, what happens to the animals down on Old
McDonalds' Farm, when an hour is missing and a robot arm fills the ground or
feeding trough with a measured amount of food.
Who has time for that, speculating on the impact of removing an hour
from a year filled with so many.
Not a real question, but something
contrived to handle the small talk when at the break table at work and somebody
asks, “So how did it go?” And is small
talk and non-specific, but is part of the situation to know what others are
talking about. And is what I was
thinking about when I asked myself, "....“how should I respond?” In this case I am still on the topic of
messing around, and flicking a switch or turning a nob, but it is different for
me this year. I don’t care. And for many reasons this could be valid for me but not for you.
But will I really take up the small
space I dedicate to blog sharing, to something others Twitter or Facebook or
Media-Share. Comes with the territory,
wondering where you are today, both physically or mentally. Comes with self-inspection and coming within
shouting distance of something I need to know.
How to fill the space of a missing hour and how to find the bridge or
bridges that fill the gap, between you and I.
How deep do I need to go, to repair or
fix or just neutralize the situation I find myself in. Not really a question, as I know the
answer. Now I need to relate it to
something blogger might be interested in.
Say that, because it is known, we are not all in the same place, nor
time zone, nor state of mind. So what is
that universal equalizer so that we are all in the same moment and can relate,
to both what is going on and what is being said, or more to the point what is going on in
Stoney Blogger’s head.
And I repeat. What is the point of just one missing hour in
his day. And if you want to talk about
your wife or children or the new car acquired in that missing hour, then figuring
out the importance of his stuff and not yours, might enter the data flow and
decision point.
Bouncing back to the title and
focusing on all of this before we find, its gone and its over. No second chance. How important is it, those things you wanted
to tell me, how important is it now?
Importance and serious, he thinks about turning the clock back, a bit
too much. Where you live, they don’t do
this. They leave the light and the
mechanism for discernment alone. This
might be ideal. This might be what he
wants. But we react differently. We do things differently. His concerns are not necessarily the center
of your universe. Taking all that into
consideration he asks, “How deep do we go?”
And he says before the hour goes missing.
“Nine Inches Deep.”
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